"Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world."
-Harriet Tubman
"Make it Last for Life"
- Whats in your dream box? What dream would you actually attempt to do for God if you knew you wouldn't fail?
- Describe a dream that you believe is from God. How has this dream become number one on your list? Does it require faith? How would this dream serve others?
This chapter really made me think. I know we can all possibly list dreams that we have, but have we really thought of what purpose they will serve. I remember when I was little, I wanted to be a fighter pilot in the Navy (I watched Top Gun a lot.) I still to this day want to work for the U.S. Marshall service and catch fugitives. I think that would be totally awesome. But the difference between those dreams and the dreams that God has given me, those are just dreams that popped into my head..because they would be extremely cool. I honestly don't think God planted those dreams for me actually to conquer... they may be a dream he planted for a lot of people but not for me. And I've realized that because it's not something that weighs on my heart day in and day out.
Its taken me a while to really figure out the dream that God has given me, because I haven't really thought of it as a dream. But it is. I dream of one day being an amazing wife and mother. I dream of having a family. This may sound stupid to most and may not sound like a dream at all, but it is to me. The reason I know this is the dream God has given me, because I want to glorify him in the process. For so long, I have gone after the bad boys. If they didn't have a tattoo and it seems like a criminal history, I wasn't interested. Sad but it's true. I didn't really think of this dream that I had because I slipped away from God. I didn't see this dream anymore. I stashed it in my box of dreams. But the Lord has sure blessed me. As of right now, I have a little baby boy growing inside of me. I'm bringing new life to this world. I love him so much and he isn't even here yet. This dream became a reality again when I saw his little body and his face show up on that screen when I got my 20 week ultrasound. God was telling me " Time to grow up Amanda. You see what I've given you. Bring back that dream of being an amazing mommy one day because it's happening." (I'm actually crying thinking about it)
I may not have a husband yet, but my blessing of a baby boy is making me realize how much time I wasted not finding a Godly man. My dream will become reality! I have Faith in the Lord and I do things now to glorify him. He will send that man who is right for me and right for my son. I believe I will have an amazing family one day, but until then, I will keep trying to be the best mommy I can be to my little boy. I'm going to keep serving the Lord.
Excuse my writing today, it may not all make sense, but I was typing from the heart. Bare with me.
Prayer Requests:
Family and Friends- Struggles, opportunites, and sicknesses.
My struggles
My baby boy- growth and health
Finding another job- one that God wants for me
My friend Jessica's growing baby girl- due April 29th
Praise:
My cousin Ryan and his wife Brandy- New addition to the family- Baby Wyatt
My friend Scooter who is staying faithful through this One Month To Live journey with me.
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